Please....just once..

I'm gonna be kinda vague here just cuz... I am most certain that life is not now nor every will be fair. I've tried at times to convince myself otherwise... that everything happens for a reason (as cliche as it sounds). that the bittersweet moment that happen are bittersweet for a reason...to make the really sweet parts about life all the more, well...sweet. But frankly, I'm having a hard time believing that to be true. I'm getting pretty tired of taking all the hard knocks and let downs with a grain of salt and trying to learn from them. I'm sick of trying to find logic or wisdom from the things that hurt. I can't keep trying to make sense of the things that my mind can't fathom. I want something to be fair...just once. Something come along at the right time, for the right reason, and be a perfect fit.... and better yet be blatently obvious. Is that too much to ask????